It's been a long while since I have posted something here in my blog account. Here I am again, now in a completely different world, with different people I get to hang out with, a different set of "country" rules, and so on and so forth.
I was worrying when I left the Philippines. In fact, when I stepped my foot here in Riyadh, there was this fear inside of me that anything can happen, specially if the Mutawas (Saudi Police) will ask me of anything and might do something to me. The same feeling or even a little more terrifying when I temporarily moved to the Visayas (more of the language barrier).
Before boarding the plane from the Philippines, there were these immigration guards who checked our stuff inside our bags. It's different when you are headed to KSA, they are quite strict, they check your wallet if you possess a picture of your god, if you have a rosary in your bag, and all the religious stuff Filipinos might bring. Only the food I bought was confiscated. Everything else passed. I made sure I removed my Bible software from my iTouch, mahirap na. One of the lady guards even asked me, Sir, sigurado po kayo? Mahirap daw sa Saudi eh, grabeng strikto, tamo nga kami dito, required talaga kami ng Kingdom na maghigpit sa mga papasok sa Saudi, to which I thought, It might be really a serious crime to even mention the name of Jesus in that country.
When I set my foot in Saudi, it is really different, I thought. The air tells you that you can't just do anything here, and that they are seriously ISLAM, if you may. No pork, no pork flavored noodles, no hopiang baboy, no chicharon. You disobey, you are deported back to the Philippines.
But something inside me is saying that God is the Lord of the Earth, even of Saudi. I knew it, it was God comforting me and telling me that I will be just fine.
To make the story short, I am now living with fellow Christians (whom I just met here, through other people whom I also just met here). I did not choose things to come this way, I know, it was God who orchestrated everything. Ang daming Pinoy dito na mapagsamantala, at alam ko, hindi aksidente na ang proteksiyon ni God ay sumama sa akin, at hindi niya ako pinabayaan.
The second week of my stay in Saudi is another eye-opener. I had my first Christian service in an underground church. It made me realize that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GOD. That nothing can hinder those who are hungry, those who feel desperate of the Lord, and those who stick to the TRUTH.
I read a verse just now- in Matthew 27:51, which was the time when Jesus died on the cross. What happened there? Let me share it with you:
"At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom...."
It was a simple verse, a few words, but it means a lot. During the Old Testament days (or prior to Jesus' death), only the High Priests can enter inside the temple, otherwise, something terrible will happen to the one who enters. In other words, only the High Priest can commune with God. Again, all because of Sin. We cannot communicate with God, not because He doesn't want to, but because our SINS separated us away from God. THE HINDRANCE IS SIN.
In that verse, it signifies freedom. It signifies forgiveness. It signifies acceptance. Because of Jesus' death, we can worship God in Spirit and Truth- without guilt and condemnation- all because Jesus made the way for us. He removed the HINDRANCE once and for all, so that we can freely go to God- and commune with Him. Now, God can hear us. We can have an exciting relationship with God again, because of what Jesus did on the cross.
Here in Saudi, there maybe hindrances from the government, BUT NEVER A HINDRANCE TO GO AHEAD AND SEEK, WORSHIP, AND LIFT UP JESUS. There maybe resistance in the physical, but it is God who makes things possible. We still gather, we still choose to lift up HIS Name. We still choose to humble ourselves and allow HIS hands to move in our midst.
Are you discouraged? Are you going through tough times? Things are hard in your life? Remember us here. Remember also, above all, what JESUS did on the cross- and what happened after. The curtain was torn for you to enter His throne of GRACE. Allow HIM to speak to your life. Experience life to the full- with Jesus ruling over your life. Is there anything too hard for God? Is there any problem or situation you can think of that God cannot fix? The thing is, we have to let him TAKE CHARGE. Let Him be the Boss- even of our emotions, our understanding (intellect)- in other words, the LORD OF EVERYTHING.
It's hard to express how is it to have a relationship with the Lord. Just think of this: even in a restricted country like Saudi, we come together and have fun in His presence.
Romans 8:35, 37-39
35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?....37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.